it is as a swan [maybe] is
(part i)
If I am
no longer, a wolf, that is, nor
man.
then I must be a swan,
cause I feel as a bird
on a lake or in a puddle or
something with a
long neck, in another
neck twisted
that is also a swan but it
is my swan.
(part ii)
how does it look when two
swans mate, is it obvious
that they
are having sex, with
mammalistic convulsions
or something
more like a dance,
coordinated and/or careful
and sometimes graceful
and sometimes they mess up and laugh about it.
(part iii)
we were swans but now we are explosions
we were swans but now we are explosions
we were swans but now we are explosions
(part iv)
as two swans once felt
infinite as explosions,
they are again
returned to their previous
swan form, all swans
are birthed of wolves.
gchat with the Armchairs.
internet chat with me [i’m connected]
I have the internet in my apartment now. There isn’t a modem, but just a cable that runs from the roof, through the hatch in the roof, through a hole above my door, through a hole they drilled in my wall, to a little box and the ethernet cable comes out of that.
I think this means that Russians can ‘observe my activities’ on the internet. Probably shouldn’t ‘watch porn’ cause it would be embarrassing if they would find out. Or maybe I should watch ‘a s***load of porn’ so that they think I’m depraved and leave me alone/question my morals/ethics.
My IP address is ‘fixed’ which means they probably always know where I am. I hope they like my blog. I should try to provide more quality content for my Russian spy-friends, I think they’d appreciate it
But to get back to the point. I now have the ability to ‘gchat’ or ‘skype’ with you. I did it today with a few friends (José, Adrienne) I think it’s fun and I think we both had fun and we had ‘good convos’. José and I talked about the vodka in my freezer and poetry and the Russian bathhouse and we played each other demos. Adrienne and I talked about her art shows and bikes and Russian money and being a ‘real adult’ and waitressing and awkward situations.
so if u wanna chat, gchat/skype me or something.
skype: keithbirthday
